Remembering Your Magical Self
Imagine remembering who you really are, not the version shaped by pain or survival, but the magical being you were before the world dimmed your light. That is the power of shamanic soul retrieval! It brings your lost fragments home so you can heal, release limiting beliefs, awaken your magic, and live as your whole self again.
The purpose of life isn’t to chase perfection, it’s to become whole. Because funny enough, when you start becoming whole, you do move closer to perfection. Not the fake, filtered kind that comes from chasing power, status, or validation, but the natural perfection that rises when your soul pieces click back into place. As we retrieve the missing parts of ourselves, our natural magic activates. We stop repeating patterns and start embodying real power. We weren’t designed to be numb or small. We were designed to be MAGICAL.
Soul loss happens when trauma hits and part of the soul checks out to protect us. It’s not weakness, it’s a survival mechanism. But eventually, the time comes to call those pieces back home. Every one of us has experienced soul loss in this life or another. Children are especially vulnerable because they’re still so connected to the spirit world. When a child faces neglect or emotional starvation, that pure essence will often slip into another realm to feel safe again and that’s exactly what happened to me.
Around age two, I lost a fragment of my soul because I didn't receive the spiritual nourishment I needed from my mother. That soul piece fled, not to escape, but to remember. It went to a magical dimension I'd known before called the Dark Elves Realm, a place vibrating with deep, ancient magic. I didn't know it then, but that piece of me was charging up in higher frequencies while I was down here learning Earth lessons. When I finally retrieved it, everything changed including my magic. I could feel the difference. My perception sharpened, my vibration rose, and I started remembering the real me. That lost fragment had delayed my spiritual awakening, yes but it also returned stronger, wiser, and loaded with power from the Dark Elves Realm. That's the paradox of soul loss, we lose something precious, but when we recover it, we come back upgraded.
“In the child, consciousness rises out of the depths of unconscious psychic life, at first like separate islands, which gradually unite to form a ‘continent’, a continuous landmass of consciousness. Progressive mental development means, in effect, extension of consciousness.” - Carl Jung
When we lose soul fragments, life starts feeling flat. Depression, anxiety, emptiness . . . these are all signs of fragmentation. Soul retrieval restores vitality, creativity and purpose. The truth is, you can’t fully access your magic until you call yourself back home. These sessions revive your spunk! The part of you that laughs louder, shines brighter and moves through life with magnetic confidence.
And here’s the deeper truth no one wants to talk about:
SOUL LOSS BEGETS SOUL LOSS.
Wounded parents unconsciously pass that fragmentation forward. My mother didn’t know how to give what she never received. That’s why forgiveness is a must, not to excuse what happened, but to stop the karmic chain reaction. Every parent-child relationship is karmic, a mirror of evolution itself. When you start doing the great work, you begin to see the sacred architecture behind it all . . . how every moment, even the painful ones, was designed to awaken your strength and expand your consciousness. True healing isn't about blame or erasing the past. It's about breaking the pattern, reclaiming your energy, and becoming the ancestor who ends the suffering!
“The earth will support anything that supports life. What I have found after a soul retrieval is that one cannot “numb out” anymore. Each and every one of us must make personal and planetary decisions to stop abusing life. Whether a person has to give up an abusive relationship, take a more active political role, or increase awareness of how we continue to abuse our environment, we all now have to be responsible. Being responsible means responding to what is needed.” - Sandra Ingerman
If you’re ready to reawaken your power, reconnect to your magic, and finally understand why life happened for you — not to you — then soul retrieval is your next initiation. Once you start calling your pieces home, your spark roars back to life. Your confidence rises. Your intuition gets loud. Your path clears.
It’s time to remember who you were before the world told you otherwise. The version of you that is powerful, magical and whole!
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